I had a baby 3 and a half years ago. She is my third baby. She is healthy and strong. Her name is Beth. I kind of never felt better after having her. Finally about a year ago, after eating healthy and exercising like mad without being able to lose weight, I had my thyroid tested. (I had other symptoms too, but you don't want to read a novel) Sure enough, I was diagnosed with Hashimoto's disease---a person with Hashimoto's disease does not produce enough thyroxine (the hormone that regulates your metabolism), because their immune system is attacking their thyroid gland. They will have the condition for life.
After spending thousands of dollars, and trying everything out there to combat hypothyroidism (including taking Synthroid (synthetic thyroxine), I finally started feeling better around Thanksgiving of 2011. In December I joined with a friend and did a Biggest Loser Challenge, and FINALLY was able to lose 13 pounds. This has been a tremendous relief to finally be able to lose some weight, not to mention feeling normal and not tired all the time. A relief because I have always worked sooo hard at exercising, and darn it, I want to look like I work hard...I am almost there, but not quite yet. I am doing another round of The Great Challenge, and am working on getting to my goal weight of 140. I weigh in on Wednesdays, so tomorrow I will post pictures of the scale and I will also post all my measurements.
Even though this past year has been so extremely difficult, I wouldn't trade it for anything. I had been praying and asking the Lord to help me be healthy and to help me make my weakness for food turn into a strength. I didn't know how that was possible, but I just knew that He has promised to help us do just that. (see Ether 12:27, 2 Corinthians 12:9, Hebrews 4:16, Jacob 4:7, Alma 26:12, Moroni 10:32) Because I have a thyroid condition, my body is super sensitive to everything I put in it...which makes it extremely important for me to feed my body the right things. Well, I kept on going, day after day, and I think I can finally say that because of the stuff I have went through with my thyroid, I
am good at being healthy and eating right, because I got through that I can do ANYTHING!!! I didn't think that it would be possible to turn this into a strength, but through the atoning grace (i.e. enabling power) of Jesus Christ, I am strong. He has enabled me to redefine myself--BUT I had to experience a bunch of junk to get to that point. I hope I am making sense. Allow me to quote one of my all-time favorite authors to illustrate my point-- C.S. Lewis (from
Mere Christianity)
"Imagine yourself as a living house. God comes in to rebuild that house. At first, perhaps, you can understand what He is doing. He is getting the drains right and stopping the leaks in the roof and so on: you knew that those jobs needed doing and so you are not surprised. But presently he starts knocking the house about in a way that hurts abominably and does not seem to make sense. What on earth is He up to? The explanation is that He is building quite a different house from the one you thought of—throwing out a new wing here, putting on an extra floor there, running up towers, making courtyards. You thought you were going to be made into a decent little cottage: but He is building a palace. He intends to come and live in it Himself.
The command “Be ye perfect” is not idealistic gas. Nor is it a command to do the impossible. He is going to make us into creatures that can obey that command. He said (in the Bible) that we were “gods” and He is going to make good His words. He will make the feeblest and filthiest of us into a god or goddess, a dazzling, radiant, immortal creature, pulsating all through with such energy and joy and wisdom and love as we cannot now imagine, a bright stainless mirror which reflects back to God perfectly (though, of course, on a smaller scale) His own boundless power and delight and goodness. The process will be long and in parts very painful; but that is what we are in for. Nothing less. He meant what He said."
I love this quote because every last morsel of it screams truth to my soul! He wants what is good for us, and He will help us achieve what we desire as long as it is righteous. So join me on my journey to good health.